I don’t know exactly what I’m feeling whether it be confusion or Depression, but What ever it is I have to pull myself together and get out of this recession, 
Because my life is not where I want it to be, it’s far from it and it’s easy to see that I’m not very fond of it, I’m trying to be something that I’m not and I’m tired of it,
I can’t believe that my life has come to be this self centered spherical entity  revolving around the galaxy in A universe of shadows, My issues are so deep but to the world they seem shallow,
I try to overcome my problems and more times then none i have no choice but to succeed,
You see the blood that runs through my veins is not blood so i do not bleed,
Its ink; originiating in my soul and pumping out of my heart, straight through my arms and into my finger tips leading out of this pen that i hold  as an extention of myself so that i can manifest my world and you can read…
My emotions, maybe even fully understanding why i go through these motions,
You see my essence has fallen victim to erosion,
Im falling apart my life is in ruins,
But that doesn’t stop me from being human,
That doesn’t stop the world from moving,
I’m trying to stay on my grind but im loosing, my mind,
And once again i find myself telling myself little white lies,
just assuming that everything’s going to be ok,
I got to do what I got to do and keep my head up 
because tomorrows a new day
And everything’s going to be alright…
….at least, that’s what i like to tell myself

-a.R.Herr